Have a little...patience

To me patience is a virtue that saints have and if you are a patient person in this life you will be looked after in every life after this.
I am not a patient person.
I am certainly a lot more laidback than I was a few years ago but I've still not quite reached the saintly heights of having patience.
I wish I had, if my desire to be patient was enough I'm sure I would be granted the virtue tomorrow, but (as anyone wanting to be a writer knows) just wanting something isn't enough to make it happen.
I'm impatient about my work - I always want to be further on than I am and I always want to start the next project and make the next contact which, according to the Palumbo book I'm reading, is a common thing for writers everywhere.
He says writers are always in a rush to get somewhere and what they should do is be true to where they are at that moment because that, more than anything, will inform their writing and that honesty to the moment will one day give you patience.
It seems ironic but true that if you stop rushing towards the future and enjoy the present you'll get where you need to be quicker and in better shape.
Pretty soon it will be 2009 and, typically, I've been thinking about what I hope 2009 will bring and what my new year's resolution should be.
I think now that my resolution should be to enjoy the moment.
I have plenty of deadlines in the diary already - I don't want to focus on the future any more than I already have without really enjoying the moments that might otherwise just pass me by on the way there.
It might not make me a patient person but then again it just might, but at least this way I won't be in such a hurry to find out...